I'm here, and I'm almost ready

Some personal updates

Hello all.

It’s been a while.

I’ve lost a lot of you to the sands of time.

That’s ok.

I’ve had to go further and further inward - some journeys demand such devotion. That is where I’ve been. I’ve been in 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓮 𝓥𝓸𝓲𝓭.

That term has meant everything to me over 2025 and in a few short weeks I’ll reveal to you why - and why I’ve been so quiet around these parts.

To those who have remained, thank you.

I find it so hard as a neuroqueer, highly sensitive artist, to be two people at once:

1. The Creator - who requires quietude, solitude, privacy, long stretches of time in a hyperfocus, being constantly fed snacks and inspiration, eating, sleeping and bleeding the projects I’m conjuring.

2. The Public Figure - who is required to show up regularly for various algorithms lest she lose subscribers, followers, interest, relevancy. Showing up often equals siphoning from herself (and the main vein that should be totally and utterly focused on her projects).

For many years I tried being both simultaneously and it dragged me straight into burnout. Now I must choose one or the other. Most of the time these days that means choosing #1, because she is the most fulfilled and happy. However, it means I lose momentum on these capitalist platforms - which is actually unfortunate, because you truly don’t need to step away long to lose it. But that is exactly what they’re built to do, and why they keep people so addicted. Le sigh.

However, all of that said, I will soon be dropping a couple of announcements here that will (hopefully!) make your jaw hit the floor. I’m so proud of them. And I’m so nervous to share. But I know you will receive me with open arms. You always do.

I hope you all have been doing well. I just celebrated my 42nd birthday before the new year, which truly feels like some kind of achievement. It also seems as though time is passing more quickly now - something my father certainly warned me about. I remember being a child and time passing like molasses - I believe this is because when we’re young we are in awe of the world around us, taking it all in for the first time. As adults we’ve ‘been there done that’ - and in our spectrum of jadedness, time speeds up. The antidote to this is to be more present, pulsate with gratitude, shimmer with awe, and appreciate it all.

And that, my friends, is what I plan on doing. How about you?

Until I return with my announcement - be well.

Love and wolves,

xx

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